This post is about moods.
I don’t write stories like many of you lovely people but I write for several blogs. They can be of varying content – music, tv, film reviews, real-life situations, what annoys me, comment on cultural situations and more, so I can be as creative as I want.
I have to be in a certain mood to write well. I’ll be the first to admit I’m not the most consistent person when it comes to writing – if I’m not in the right mood or don’t feel like it or have a sneaky trip to the pub instead it won’t happen.
I’m trying to be better because it’s not something I want to be. All of you seem to be so motivated! But there is a discernible difference in my inclination since I’ve had more luck in life – ie since I’ve been happier! Before I was close to getting a job, and unemployed or unpaid, it was so much easier! The ideas flowed out and it was so much less effort.
I was miserable, but my writing happened every day and it was good! It was my escape, and I seem to be so much funnier when I’m in a bad mood about something. Obviously I had a lot more time on my hands, but I had a hell of a lot more inclination. And I try to write stuff at least once a week, but I wish it wasn’t such an effort. It’s supposed to be fun and it is, but I think I’m a more interesting person writing wise when there’s less going on as 1/ there are less distractions and 2/ my sad emotion translates better than my happy one into writing!
Does anyone else have to be in a certain mood to write or am I the only one who feels the need to perpetuate the ‘tortured writer’ stereotype? Does being happy inhibit you, or do you write better when you’re happy? Am I being ridiculous for essentially, being unhappy that I’m happy now (how meta)?